Man alone with himself...

This will be a great week, a week with Hari Merdeka, and also Hari Raya. I believe everyone is having their plans now, vacation, movie session, hang out with old friends and so on. But I am an exemption, my plan for this week, even this semester break is only work, and gym.

I am not the kind of person who like to live lifeless, like to being alone, but I keep can't escape from the category - man alone with himself. I try to empty my free time to spend it with my friends, but seems like just no one care. I knew I am just a jerk in previously, I knew everyone is hated me; I changed, I get off all my bad attitudes, at least I try so hard for it, but, nothing's different.

Life...life...life.... What is my life? If someone ask me, "what is your life about?". My answer will definitely be, "body building and work, and myself." Haiz !! Timing is really not on my side, I just can't have right timing to get involve with my friends. I have been alone for whole day, the moments I really talk to someone is when I spent my 2 hours in gym. Other than that? I just talking to myself, inside my own brain. 

I don't want to think any more, not worthy at all. Being alone is not bad, the terrible part is you feel empty although you are in a group. I am being alone now, but I am not empty, because I knew I got a lot have to achieve, and I got no time to feel empty.