2012 !

Its 2012 now, a new chapter of life. Wondering what can I achieve in this year, wondering what I want to achieve in this year. Will this year be better? Better than the god damn 2011? I believe it will.

What I want to do in 2012? Basically is just about the same, just about money, body, and girl. Sounds weird, but that's what I want to put it into my list for the aims of 2012.

Money
Just another 10 months, I will be graduate from college and able to start working after that. Damn !! I just wish time could pass faster. I really can't wait to get into the warfare of the society, to change my life. 2011 really being so cruel to me, I lost so many in 2011. When something lost, something actually gained. If all this never happened, I will never realize that money can be this important, more important than I ever thought of. Without a base of wealth, everything became not stable at all, even in every kind of relationship. In 2012, I wish I could at least have some saving in my saving account. Target: 4 digits.


Body
So sad to talking about this. I've been involve in the art of body building for such a long time, yet, I still stuck in the level of a novice. I spent so much time in learning about the arts of body building, but just feel like I still have so much more to learn about. In 2012, I wish to learn more about the art of body building, and about the nutrition. Besides that, I wish I could have opportunity to learn more about martial arts, because I really so crazy about that. Target: Get a six packs before 2013.


Girl
I fell in love with someone, someone that I never expected before. I can't even tell why I will, and how I will. Because it just happened, happened with no reason, just because I got the feel toward her. But feeling is feeling, I still have to face the truth, the truth that I just being too poor now to have her as my gf. I dare not to think that she will fall in love with me, she is just too good for a poor guy like me. She is the first one to give me this kind of special feeling, feeling that really willing to do anything for her even she don't even notice that at all. She is the first one that I really willing to give, and never ask for return, and I swear, she will be the last one. I didn't expect too much, all I hope is that she will not hate me. I don't care what kind relationship we will be, because no matter what, I will still always treat her the best I could. If she is reading this, I wish to tell her. "You will be the last girl that I love. Now I might not reach your expectation yet, but I will continue work hard to reach the level you expecting for. And please allow me to love you."