Stressed !

STRESSED !!
I never been this stress before, at least for last two years.
2011, a year that make a lot of changes to myself.
Sometimes,
I wondering what is the purpose of my existence?
What am I going to be in the future?
What should I do now before I graduate?
Study? Body Building? Working? Social life?
Which one should I give up?
Body building? No ! That's my reason of exist.
Study? Of course impossible, that's my future.
Working? Wish to, but can't, that's my income.
After all.....
I should give up social life.
Life might be bored like hell without it, but forced to be.
Without car, money, and achievement.
Can it really get a social life? My answer is no.
Life still have to move on, no point to grieving here.
Fight for the life, and stay alive !