Damn it !! AGAIN?!

I knew it would happen, and finally, it happened. It always the same, no matter how best I try to play my role, but always something happened and make it became worse. I am not the kind of person who don't appreciate friendship, but there is always something that make me being alienate from them. Just like for example, when they having party, I always not able to attend, simply just because I have to work. Sometimes I even take off very early, before the event. But at last, they just changed the date. Haiz ~ Maybe I just not lucky enough, not lucky enough to get into the group, that's why I always been left out.