I am so upset right now, the kind of upset is just like a black belt karate fighter knocked out by a white belt fighter.
After 5 months, I thought it should be flashed by time, like a water color painting under the rain, being washing every day to clear the mark on the paper. But seems like I am wrong, I just overrated myself, overrated my thought, I just not good enough to forgot a feeling like flashing the toilet after pulling shit.
New life, new relationship, new partner. She is living amazingly. But me? still living like a mud, like a ship without wheel. Its a life with no direction, without achievement. So lost, like a kite losing the string that tight on him, falling to place that a mud should be. Feeling mad, impatience, and depressed; but, nothing I can do, no matter how am I feeling, I still not able to fight the reality, the cruel reality.
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